I am no good at waiting.
I'm waiting for test results. These results will tell me whether or not I have a life-changing medical condition.
And it's weird, but I almost wish they would come back positive. Just so I had answers.
Because many times, the unknown is far worse than the known. At least if I know, I can do.
I hope they call today with the results. I've been waiting all weekend.
I was told the results would be in "the first of next week" and today is technically that day. Please, please, let those results come today. Either way. So that I know.
I'm tired. I just want to know.